Wednesday, July 29, 2009

in search of

I need something new, a hobby, a muse...something I can engage in and engulf myself in. I am so tired of writing about the divorce and how crappy it's been and is.
We "celebrated" my year anniversary of leaving 1 year ago by fighting for 3 straight days via text message...badass huh? YUCK.

I'm going to say the one thing you aren't supposed to say. First things first, I love my children and wouldn't trade or hurt them for the world. In my own thoughts, I wish I'd never ever met him, never married him, never gone anywhere near him AND most days I have thoughts that I wish he would somehow magically disappear for good.

enough said...so what's next? Photography? Pilates? Philanthropy? I need something

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