Freedom

There is something to be said for personal freedom..not being tied to someone. Making all of my own decisions, all of my own plans..
upcoming warm weekends full of friends, fun, DRINKS and new guys to meet. I can obviously find joy in these things..however...care button? still off...burried. I will not allow feelings to seep to the surface of me. I will not love and I will not let anyone in.
The walls are up and being reinforced with steel as we speak.

the good side?

I can sit in my underwear, in bed, feeling the cool breeze watching tv all day..texting, and noone CARES!

xoxo

ms h