I've diagnosed myself

as emotionally unavailable. I know that sounds wretched..but for where I am at in life..I think it is how I need to be. The only people in my life getting any feelings from me are my precious kids. Beyond them, I am DONE with feeling for a good, long time.

I have simply shut that side of me off. A failed marriage, followed immediately by a failed relationship...yuck.throw me overboad!!!

I just want to be single, free, and JUST Heather-for as long as it takes to dare open that box called emotions, that I stashed up on my top shelf, where I have to get a ladder to reach it

xo

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